This world has betrayed me so much that I no longer have any hope of loyalty from anyone. They have broken my heart into so many pieces that there is no hope left that anyone can put them together.
I have done everything in my heart, all that is left are questions whose answers I have not found till date. But it seems that even God must have gotten bored with my questions and with me, that is why he has probably started a new game with my life. Am I so bad that I am getting questions after questions instead of answers.
Perhaps yes!!
I trusted everyone, but they shattered that trust. All that's left in my life are pieces of hope. I don't have the courage to put them together. I am broken soul who shattered in everyway. Nobody wants me in their life. I am tainted.
But here this man standing in front of me is talking about fixing a broken person like me. He wants to make a girl like me, who can no longer be even the dust of someone's lies, the crown of the essence.He wanted to add colors to my colorless life. He wants to bring some light into my dark life. Where people consider me impure, he wants to worship me as pure like the Ganga. The ekaksh Singh Rathore wants me to be his aardhagini.
But why? He will get many girls but why only me? He wants to leave those princesses and marry an ordinary girl like me.
I can see that sincerity and honesty in his eyes. Whatever he said, I can see the proof of every word in his eyes. Every word he said made me believe in him. But am I worthy of his trust? Am I worthy of being with him ?
Author pov:-
"Jada na soche meri misthi. Jab mai hu yaha to aapko apne es chote se dimag ko istemaal karne ki koi avashyakta nahi hai." Mishti came out of her thoughts after hearing ekaksh voice and started looking at him with confusion face. She was so lost in her thoughts that she did not even realize that just now Ekaksh had teased her.
"Ji, ji ap..ne kuch ka..ha kya hu..kum sa ?" Misthi asked him with frowned. She was still confused , no able to understand his teasing.
Seeing her innocence, ekaksh heart started throbbing loudly. Her cute confused face with chubby red cheeks. He so wanted to bite them and squeezed them.
Control ekaksh !! Control!! Why the hell are you behaving like this? He thought.
"Nothing my sunshine. I was just teasing you." He said while chuckling. Hearing his "affectation"
Mishti's cheeks began to feel warm and started getting pink with blush. She doesn't know what to say so she just lowered her eyes. Ekaksh smile widens when he saw her blushing face. He felt like pouring his heart out after seeing her blushing face. He just wish to see her like this whole life.
"Umm... To kya socha hai aapne sunshine" Ekaksh asked her to decrease the awkwardness for her.
" Ji..ji kis ba..re huk..um sa ?" Misthi raised her head and look at him as she unable to understand his question.
" Shaadi ke baare mai misthi. Kya faisla hai aapka. Aap tension bilkul mat lijiye aapka Jo bhi faisla ho hoga Hume manjur hoga" ekaksh said in soft voice because he wanted her to feel pressurized.
As soon as she heard her eyes welled up. She doesn't know what to do. Her heart wants to say yes but her mind was ready for it. She was very confused. She wanted to accept this happiness but she did not trust her fate. After lots of battling with her thoughts, She made her decision.
" Hu..m apse vi..vah karne ke liye tayar hai hu..kum sa par k..ya hu..m aap..se ku..ch maa..ng sak..te ha..i ?
He chuckled a bit and respond her with his teasing tone
" Rani sa aap bas hukum kare"
"M..ai ky..a akshu ko.. ap..ne saath ra..kh sa..kti hu. Ac..tually usse me..re bi..na rehne ki aadat nahi hai to" misthi asked him with hesitant.
"Ji bilkul. Aapka Jo man kare wo kariye. Aapko mujhse ya kisi se permission lene ki jarurat nahi hai.
Aap chahe to hum aapke gulam ban jaye ?." Ekaksh said the last part in teasing manner for lifting her mood.
Listening this, misthi eyes widen.
She immediately respond " nahi nahi hukum sa...ye aa.p ky..a keh rahe hai"
"Relax my little rabbit. You get stressed so quickly. I was just teasing. Let's go inside, everyone must be waiting." Ekaksh blinked his eyes for assuring her.
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They both came in and sat in their respective seats. Ekaksh looked at Sumitra ji and nodded. Sumitraji became very happy as soon as she understood his gesture. She got up, came to Mishti, kissed her forehead and said " welcome to our family beta ji".
Then Mishti was made to sit near Ekaksh and the ritual of Sagun started. First of all, dadi offered Mishti the auspicious chunni and after applying tilak on her forehead after that she gave her the auspicious family bracelet.
Then one by one everybody gave her the sagun. Misthi was just smiling and taking blessings from everyone. She could not believe that all this was happening. Akshat was also very happy for his sister. He was just praying to God that his sister gets all the happiness.
Meanwhile Kamini was just standing there glaring at Mishti. She was just waiting for the Rathores to leave and started her cruel torcher on misthi but little did she know Shivank was keeping an eye on her. After some time the ceremony ended and the Rathores were about to leave.
" Thik hai bhaishab. Ab hum chalte hai. Hum aap sabko kal khane par nimrantitra karna chahte hai. Kal humne Panditji ko bhi bulaya haim Esi bahane kal bacchon ki shaadi ki date bhi fix ho jayegi." Sumitra ji said to Rakesh politely.
"Ji..ji jarrur. Kyu nahi. Hu..m jarrur aayenge." Rakesh said with hesitant while laughing nervously.
Everybody started leaving from there but ekaksh were just standing there. Ekaksh came and stood in front of Mishti and said bye to her in soft voice
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